I want to give you what you never had. So now, freedom is all yours. T_T

Dota Wars /b/

Too much addiction to DOTA destroys one's future. Beware you may go to hell :)





buti na lang hindi ako magaling maglaro nyan. aha. :)

Someday, Somewhere, Somehow

There are times in our lives that we are swept over by raging emotions, times that we are overwhelmed by sadness, overcome by misery. Times that we feel that we are loved only for the worth of others get from us and not for who we really are. It is natural to feel this way. Sometimes we all need to be alone to feel blue, to feel lonely, to listen to a song and cry, then we ask ourselves, "Why does this song have to end?", "Why do we always have to cry when love is taken away from us?", "Why is it have to hurt when we let go of someone we love in a relationship we treasure?". The hardest thing to do is saying "goodbye" and setting someone free for in every last embrace apart of us dies, every tear that falls washes away our hopes then we are left with nothing but pain and bitter memories because we have lost love but never know how & will probably never know why we tried to getaway. But every move you make somehow has it's way of reminding us of the past, all over again, ever again. Every turn of our head and every blink of an eye reminds us of a love lost in eternity and it makes us wonder how one person can make us feel so empty, so alone, so desolate. Every song, no matter how beautiful it is, will have to end on its last note like everyday has its night. All that have started will have to end on. Sometimes it is an inempability that we can't prestrone something that we could not control and just face the fact that we have to accept and live up with. Let us remember that our lives doesn't end when our heartaches begin. Somewhere, someone will sing us his/her song of love. Someday, someone will fill our lives with joy and happiness. Somehow we will find love again & it will wipe our tears away and bring us the promise of a new life, a new hope and a boutful beginning. ü

Deceived.

This song explains my life at the moment.


"I know I've always been just your friend, but if you look my way, I'll make sure you'll never hurt again."

Six o' Slow

--Almost by Tamia! Ang ganda ng song grabe! Huhu!
(Reminiscing the Past)

Waaaah! Nakakaantok na tanghali naman. Wala ibang magawa kundi magbrowse. Hai. Ayun, naisipan ko na naman tuloy mag - post dito kasi wala talaga akong magawa! Haha! Nakikinig ako sa Imeem ng Six O Slow/Quiet Storm Playlist, nakakantok lalo! Whoo! Naging Online Diary ko na toh ha! Haha! Pwede, Pwede! Kwento na lang ako sa nangyari kahapon. Ayun, nakakatawa nung umaga. Kauwi ko lang galing kila Leli. Pagdating ko sa bahay natulog ako, mga 2 hours lang siguro yun. Pag gising ko, nag - gm ako ng GoodMorning, Etc. Tapos nung nasendan ko na lahat, bigla nagtext yung friend ko! Awwe! Nagtataka ako bat ayaw magsend nung tinext ko. Tapos pag - check ko ng Balance Inquiry, ayun na. Haha! Nakapag - gm ako ng hindi naman pala ako nakapag - unlimited! Haha! Sunga! Haha! May espirito pa kasi ng alak ang katawan ko nun eh. Haha! Ayun, nakalimot tuloy! Haha! Nung hapon naman, pumunta yung highschool friends ko. Tapos ayun, kwentuhan, kainan, saka inom na naman! Haha! Nakakatuwa yung isa ko friend, umuwi pa galing ng Manila, Katats! Haha! Nung gabi na, inuman na! Aww! Haha! Tatag ni Rurick at Loid, isang The Bar, dalawa lang sila! Haha! Nung nagsawa na si Rurick, kami naman ni Loid, isang The Bar kami lang dalawa, dun na ko nalasing! Haha! Taob ako dun ah! Kasi naman eh dami na din namin nainom nun. Awwe. Ayun na, natulog na ko kasi di ko na talaga kaya. Haha! Ayos paggising ko kaninang umaga, walang hang over, Haha! Saya, hindi ako nahilo, yun nga lang, uhaw na uhaw ako, haha! Mahaba haba na toh ah, bukas naman no? Haha! Godbless! :)

MOVED ON!

“Why do people persist in a dissatisfying relationship, unwilling either to work toward solutions or end it and move on? It's because they know changing will lead to the unknown, and most people believe that the unknown will be much more painful than what they're already experiencing.”

--Anthony Robbins


"Forgive yourself for your faults and your mistakes and move on."

--Les Brown

"People can be more forgiving than you can imagine. But you have to forgive yourself. Let go of what's bitter and move on."

--Bill Cosby


"You can't keep blaming yourself. Just blame yourself once, and move on."

--Dan Castellaneta

Inuman Sessions with the Israel Fam..

Wahaha! Ayun, kakagaling ko lang sa shop. Tumuloy ako sa bahay ng Israel Fam. May inuman session kasi kami ngayon. Haha! Di ko nga din alam kung bakit eh. Haha. Puro Haha 'tong post na to no. Hahaha! Ayun, pagdating ko sa kanila, naka - isang "The Bar" na sila. Sayang namiss ko ang isang bote ng "The Bar", favorite ko pa man din yun! Wahaha. Pagdating ko binuksan na nila yung "The Bar" na nasa ref. Haha! Sarap, Lamig2! Wahaha! Adik na naman si ako. Tamang inom kahit bukas eh inuman na naman sa bahay dahil punta mga college friends and Sancool&&Supektibols :)) Glad by Tyler Hilton ang pinapakinggan kong music habang ginagawa ko 'tong post na toh. Wahaha! Anung oras na ba? Di ko na namamalayan yung oras ha, kasi naman, wala nang uwian toh! Wahaha! Naka - ubos na kami ng isa. Bitin pa! Waaaaaaaaaaah! Kaya bumili ulit sila 'te amor ng The Bar, Lemon pa! Awwwe! Di ko alam lasa nito. Haha! Parang Gin Bulag ba. Haha! Bilis naman magtagay, kakabili lang eh. Awwe. Haha! Puro "Haha!" talaga ang post na toh no. Haha! Halatang walang masabi eh no. Nag - check ako ng FB. Ang dami ko na pera sa FFS! Sana sa totoong buhay na lang yun no? Haha! Ayun, mahaba haba na din toh ah? Pero non - sense naman? Haha! Gusto ko ng Goto?! Kaso nainom pa eh. Baka i - suka lang! Haha! get it?! May mga pulis sa tabi ng bahay na toh, (kung nasan ako ngayon). Dapat pala tinatagayan sila para matulog na sila agad. Haha! Nakakatawa naman. Ayun, wala na ko masabi dito. Haha! Malapit na ko tumaob dito, Haha! Goodnight na lang po! Have a blessed sunday! Goodnight! :)